The past ten days have been by far the worst consecutive days for me ever. Someone who I thought was a friend completely turned on me and used all she knew about me to try to hurt me. Spreading lies on the www.
Then I get attacked a few days later by people I would least expect. Attacked in such a way that I froze up and turned on myself.
I’ve been delt so much pain in my life that I really can’t bare it any more. I can’t handle pain anymore, I can’t handle cruelty, backstabbing, manipulating, mind-fucking anymore.
I’m writing this here on tumblr because not too many people I know follow me on tumblr. I don’t like confrontation, when it comes my way I freeze. I don’t like drama.
All I want is to bounce back and not be in this funk anymore. I have too many important things to do: I’ve got music to write and record.